I’ve been having heart palpitations. I haven’t slept well for over a month. Some days it’s hard for me to find anything that brings me joy and I am constantly tense and on edge. I have difficulty concentrating and have felt my frustration and judgment turn inward.. Though it may sound like it, I don’t have an anxiety disorder. I’m just a mental health provider trying to practice within my values while making a living in our current healthcare system.